I swear.. not all posts will be about the separation, however in the absence of a good therapist.. this does this trick quite well.
Everyday is a new day. I do my best to take it moment by moment and appreciate where I am and all that I do have. I enrolled Emma Rose and myself into Mommy and Me swimming classes. I cannot get over how big she is and all the new things she does and says everyday. For one fleeting moment I think, "Oh, I should write this down so I could tell E.J." Then I remember he is the one that made the choice not to see all those little moments. And to be fair I am sure he has those same kind of moments. It's just that I am the lucky lucky one who gets to see them more.
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